Weird Monday

Eerie. No, it is rather shitty. Or absent-minded. I am feeling bad. Very bad. It's strange. I don't know what it is..

It is mainly due to the date that I was on last night with this particular person that I have been intersted in for awhile. Well, I had a pretty good time. Maybe I built up too much anticipation on the date, but surely it was worthwhile. By dropping the ball in her court for the next date, I called it a night. Thus, I am waiting. No news is good news. Well, maybe, maybe not. Recently, I have been on some dates, but actually this was the very first one that I had butterflies from the getto thruout the whole time. It'd be great if she were to be on the same wave. If not, well, what can I do? I bided my time and took chances. Life goes on.

Secondly, my work. I am totally swamped. I had to take care of some paperwork and made a dozen phone calls to the Samsung PR person in Suwon to arrange a tour for a group of Chinese public servants. And it turns out that I need to write a report and submit it to the local government office. And the list goes on.

At the bathroom, I was helplessly looking out the window and just was being carried away by a myriad of thoughts running through my head. My head was about to implode so I washed my face and came back to my seat and drank some water to eradicate the strees inside of me. I really want to hit the gym right now and sweat off this bad feelings. But I need to participate in the ceremony held by my company labor union because they designate me as a flag-bearer. After that I will go to the gym and pump up some muscles.

About in an hour, I will sit with this guy from the company that's been working on Cruise Brochure that I am in charge of. I have been telling him many time that he needs to redact photos, captions and some articile in the book, which he has been neglecting. And I have to close the deal as soon as possible and farm out the project to a publish company so that it can print it. A big blowout awaits. But I am not scared.

Tonight I am going to read the Bible and take some notes and flag some memorable quotes.